Panis!

Cold December

2005-01-17T12:38:49Z

Cold December

Witnessing you my cold December
Seeing everyone else but me
Can’t remember the memories
Can’t bring back the feeling

Pre-Chorus:
How do I feel?
Do you even care?
What’s my name?
Do you even know me?

Chorus:
Why do I spend my days?
Remembering the past
Why is it when I see you?
I’m left without a word

Now that February’s ahead
I don’t know what to do
Will you still walk with me?
Or leave me, a lonely drunk

(Chorus)

(Guitar Solo)

Bridge (Drums only):
Do you remember yesterday?
When we used to sleep on the phone
When we used to talk all night
When we’ve got nothing better to do

(Drum Solo)

(Pre-Chorus)
(Chorus)

Outro:
Do you remember me?

migueldq @ 2004-11-15T23:53:00

2004-11-15T15:53:48Z

Sorry for all the confusion
So please don’t punish me like this
You’re all I need in this life
And though I always find someone new
I won’t forget everything you gave me
And I will still love you…

runaway - urbandbub

2004-10-24T15:46:14Z

Here, I drive away from all
I’ve fallen too deep from the world
I know not what I do
I think twice and so I go,
How do I mend the wounds?

I need you
I want you here
Cuz I’m afraid
I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to run.

Fool, to think I could break all the rules
Damaged inside
Still I act cool
I’m dying over here
I slowly break but still I go,
How do I mend the wounds?

Ran away from home
Mad at the world
No reasons at all
I’m lost, my mind’s gone
Everything could be whisked away.

Jillian

2004-10-23T05:04:44Z

"i try to love you even if you won't..."

Ang gulo ko sobra!!!

2004-10-23T05:03:13Z

Why do i get lonely everytime i think about all the times we were together?

You’re my only one
You’re the only one in my mind
Sorry for trying to lose you
Just realized it in the end
Now I really can’t let you leave me.

I promised I’d stop this
But I can’t,
I can’t stop dreaming of you
I can’t stop looking at your face
I can’t stop thinking
Thinking of how we used to be.

There’s someone else
And I tried to forget you
But she does not compare to you
And I can’t let memories fade.

Sorry for my stupid decisions
Sorry for making you cry
But even if we part
Even if never see each other again
I won’t forget the way I felt
The feeling when I was with you.

And maybe for one last time
Let me look at your face
and let me kiss you
so I can say this to you
I love you...

Sad things!!!

2004-10-21T13:14:42Z

01. flashing your smile
to someone you don't want to see

02. bringing back the
feeling you've learned to forget

03. showing that you care

04. finding a way to mend a
broken heart

05. learning that you've
been used by someone you truly love

06. saying i love you when
you mean it and when you don't

07. letting go of a
person you've just learned to love

08. realizing that you love
somebody you've just taken for granted

09. realizing that you love
the person you've just broken up with

10. waiting for promises you
know she or he will never keep

11. saying your love for
someone who loves somebody else

12. reminiscing the good
times you shared together

13. shielding your heart to
love somebody

14. trying to hide what
you really feel

15. having a commitment with
someone that you know would not last

16. trying to hide the
tears that voluntarily fall from your eyes

17. sharing the one you
love with someone else

18. loving a person too
much

19. giving up someone you
never thought of giving up

20. falling in love for
the first time

21. loving someone you
haven't seen

22. having the right love at
the wrong time

23. exerting effort to make
the relationship last or work

24. not being appreciated
when you know you've given your best

25. taking the risk to fall
in love again

26. hiding your
relationship from someone else

27. controlling your
feelings to avoid hurting a friend

28. choosing between two
persons whom you really love

29. finding out that you can
never have the person you just let go of

30. seeing the person you
love with someone else

31. learning that the person
who claimed to have loved you so much never really cared

32. seeing the one you love
fall for someone else

33. falling for your best
friend and knowing that things can never be the same again

34. learning to trust
after you have been betrayed

35. accepting that it was
not meant to be

36. smiling when all you
want to do is cry

37. falling and knowing that
it can never be

38. not being able to
love the person who truly cares for you

39. saying that you can
never love a person the way she loves you

40. hearing that she can
never love you the way that you love her

41. saying that you are
over someone you still love

42. being friends again
and learning to let go of each other coz you both know it is better that way

43. convincing oneself
that you are not in love when you know that you are

44. having to let go
because you know that she deserves someone else

45. trying not to
remember how perfect everything used to be

ika'y pasasayahin sa huling pagkakataon

2004-10-21T12:59:54Z

Sa dilim, akin ka…

Sana ikaw ay
Aking muling makapiling
Maski sa huling pagkakataon
Sa dilim ng gabi
Para aking matikman
Ang tamis ng iyong pisngi
Maski meron ng iba
Ikaw pa rin ay mahal
Ika’y d malilimutan
Sana’y ako rin ay d maglaho
Maglaho mula sa iyong isipan

Sama ng pakiramdam ko!!!

2004-10-20T12:53:24Z

I can’t think
I only feel the need to die
I can’t concentrate on anything
Am I still here?
Maybe I’m already dead
Why can’t I feel anything else?
I feel so numb
I feel so alone
“Someone stop this!”
I’m crying out these simple words
It’s for no one to hear
I want to die but I fear it
“So please stop me!”
“Stop me!”

migueldq @ 2004-10-20T20:26:00

2004-10-20T12:26:16Z

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	High
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Walaaaang magawa...

2004-10-16T07:39:22Z

Why can’t I…
Say these words to you?
Another girl who blinded me
I just wanted to meet you
But now I beg,
Please make me fall for you
Please take me with you
Cause I need you more than ever
I need you to heal me
Heal my slashed soul
With only you touching me

Ikaw na lang ang laging nasaisip

2004-10-13T13:14:03Z

Just ignore me
I’m invisible only to you
I’m not as good as him
He’s the only one for you
He sings, and plays
He makes you smile
I hope you’re happy
Even if you don’t see me
Even if I’d try to make you smile

mahal ba talaga kita

2004-10-12T13:12:08Z

Why Can’t I say these to you?

Under this ceiling
I’m wishing you’re here
To hear the raindrops with me
Listen to its tapping on the glass
I need you to be beside me
I’ll keep you warm
And I won’t let you go
But you can’t be with me
Cause you love him so much
And I can’t force you to love me
I’m just nothing to your beautiful face

nakuha ko kay tracy...nanaman...ala kac ako syadong frnds dto e...hehehe

2004-10-12T12:57:34Z

1. copy and paste into LJ
2. bold things that are true about you
3. leave alone the false ones

01. When i was younger, I made bad decicions. <-still young…still making bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses, well i'm supposed to at least
07. I love to play video games <-used to
08. I've tried marijuana <- I want to
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy <- but I don’t practice it
13. I have acne free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me <- Used to
20. I'm really, really smart <- I’m hope so…sobrang stupid ko…bat ba ayaw maniwala ng mga tao!!!
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I dont want people to know
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I need money right now
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have long hair <-miss ko na
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I have a twin
35. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyes in the past
36. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic <-nagiging pessimist na nga ako sobra e
42. I have a lot of mood swings
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a Sig. Other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent <-I hope so
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have <-even if walang sugar
48. I think that I'm popular (like sort of and not in a serious way)
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex <-not on the lips
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my LJ
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I'm a DAMN good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington <-ewan
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama <-hndi yng tipong soap opera
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do
71. i want to have children in the future
72. i have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex <-dati lng
81. I'm online 24/7
82. i have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party <-d naman sa party yng drugs…at try lng pati…hehe
84. I have made a move on a friend's Sig. O. in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on LJ
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy country music
89. I would die for my best friends
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza <-pwde na rn…hahaha
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all (his music)
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it <-sometimes
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment

Kwentuhan

2004-10-12T12:01:32Z

Kwentuhan
Sugarfree

Kanina pa tayo magkasama
Umaga na pala,
Maya maya lang ay may araw na
Kahit tayo’y pagod, buong mundo ay tulog
Ikaw at ako,
Derederetso lang na walang pakialam

Chorus:
Kwentuhan lang wala naming masama
Oh usap lang, ibaon muna sa limot ang lungkot

Tatawa tayo sabay seryoso
Unti unti kang nakilala,
Ang sarap mo palang kasama
Dati kasi, tahimik ka lang palagi
Ngunit ngayong gabi,
Parang kay rami rami mo nang nasabi

(Chorus)

…dahil gusto kitang makilala’t makasama

Umaga na tulog ka na
Kay himbing mong managinip
Kay sarap sarap mong umidlip
Uwi na kaya ako? O dito muna siguro?
Samahan muna kita,
Dahil parang ayaw mong mag-isa

Samahan ka, wala naming masama
Kung samahan ka,
Hanggang lungkot ko’y makatulog din

Meng!!! Miss na talaga kita…naalala ko lang yung gabi na inintay natin yng araw habang nakaupo sa kwarto mo…naalala ko na rin tuloy yng mga gabi na tumatawag ako sayo ng madaling araw…kelan kaya ulit yun? Miss na talaga kita...BEST FRIEND!!!

Ayoko na, Niloko ba kita?

2004-10-11T14:28:59Z

Ako’y nahulog sayo
Pero ako’y nakatanga
Nagiintay sa tagal ng sagot mo
Kaya parang ayoko na
Dahil ako’y nahuhulog para sa iba
Sana d na lang tayo nagmahalan
Kasi gusto na kita makalimutan

Dapat d nalang nagtanong
Akala ko’y kaya magintay
Ako’y nagkamali
Sa ganda ng iyong ngiti

D na kita makausap
D ko na alam ang sasabihin
Parang ako’y manhid sayo
D kita pinapansin
Maski minahal din kita
Talagang ayoko na
Ayoko na

Dapat d nalang nagtanong
Akala ko’y kaya magintay
Ako’y nagkamali
Sa ganda ng iyong ngiti

D ako puwede sayo
Baka ika’y saktan lang
Baka ika’y aking iwan
Wag na tayo umasa pa
Kalimutan na lang lahat
Ayoko na maglaro
Para lang mapasaya ka

Dapat d nalang nagtanong
Akala ko’y kaya magintay
Ako’y nagkamali
Sa ganda ng iyong ngiti

migueldq @ 2004-10-09T06:50:00

2004-10-09T13:54:29Z

Naiiyak ako...d ko lam iisipin ko...mahal ba kita e hndi nga kita kilala pero nahuhulog ako sa bawat salita mula sa iyong bibig...meron na rn akong gus2ng ligawan...mahal dn naman ata nya ako...pero d ko lam kung mahal ko cya talga...meron dn na sa sobrang kakausap sa knya nahuhulog na rn ako sa knya...tapos yng isa pa nahulog ako sa bestfrnd ko...pano ba toh? cno pipiliin ko? tangna ang gulo ng pagibig...mahal ba talga toh...gus2 ko lng cla pasayahin...sana nga pwde e...

SAyo lng talga!!!

2004-10-08T16:28:53Z

how can i think when all i see you?
i'd do anything for you
even when you love him so much
all i want to do is know you
cause i wish to make you happy
and i need you
but i know
he is sweet
he is great
and i can't compare to him
but please let me hold your hands
even if not tonight
but anytime you wish
cause i will wait for you
and i know i can love you forever
'til the sun turns black
and we freeze to death

I need you!!!

2004-10-08T15:21:17Z

I need you so much. I feel you can understand me. I need you to give me a chance, a chance to make you smile. I need to talk to you. I know you love him so much. I know he loves you too, but please give me a chance. I can't think anymore. all i think about are your letters. It hurts so much knowing that i have no chance to be with you. I need you cause i'm gonna fall without you. I need YOU!!!

Multo

2004-10-07T12:38:26Z

Multo

Mahal ka ba nya talaga?
Wala na ata akong pagasa
Pero para sa’yo gagawin ko ang lahat
Para lang ang konti ngiti mo’y muling matanaw
Para lang Makita ang matang nakatago sa salamin

Mahal ba kita?
Ewan ko ba
Ika’y d kilala
Ewan ko ba

Sa una pa lang pagkikita
Nahulog na ako sa iyo
Sa suot mong sapatos
Sa buhok mong maitim
Sa ganda mo

Mahal ba kita?
Ewan ko ba
Ika’y d kilala
Ewan ko ba

Bat ba ko ganto?
Ngayon lng nangyari to
Ako’y baliw na baliw
Para sa isang multo
Bat ba ako nagkaganto?

Mahal ba kita?
Ewan ko ba
Ika’y d kilala
Ewan ko ba

ang tanga ko talga...nahulog ako sayo...e meron ka na...tapos naman kita kilala...mga konting paguusap lng ang ating narating...bat ba baliw na baliw ako sa multo?

Torture

2004-10-07T12:21:13Z

Torture

Everything is a mistake
How can I wake up?
How did I become this?
Reckless, Stupid me

Always Blank
Always I need you
Never contented
I need everything
(I need you)

How can I wake up?
Is this my nightmare?
I need heaven’s eyes
I need to leave this place
I need an empty space

Away with this torture
Away from myself
Away with this bleeding

I need to rid of this damnation
I need to lose everything
And I’m afraid not to die,
But to lose you
I’d die without you

You’re not the only one
You’re not everything to me
But you set a part of me free

I’m lost
Wanting to have everything
While wanting to lose everything

Sadness has conquered my soul
And this confusion destroys me
It drowns me in a pool of blood
It drags me down
Down to hell
Until my soft skin is burnt
And breaks my brittle bones
And every part of you,
Disappears from my soul

I need you!!! I need you!!! I need you!!! I need you!!! I need you!!! I need you!!! I need you!!! I need you!!! I need you!!! I need you!!! I need you!!! I need you!!! I need you!!! I need you!!! I need you!!! I need you!!! I need you!!!

I need you!!! sana alam mo kung cno ka...

2004-10-06T13:03:48Z

Your open wrists
And shattered heart
Has caused me to bleed
And you’re always with him
He must be great
To be chosen by an angel
And I’m jealous
Cause you’re not in my arms
And for even only a second
I’d give my life to the devil
Just to see you once more
And to hear your voice again

nahulog ako wala pang isang minuto

2004-10-03T03:28:17Z

Dumaan ka sa harap ko
At nahulog kaagad ako sayo
D ka naman ganun kaganda
Pero alam ko para ka sa akin
Habang nakatayo’y tinabihan kita
Tapos kinuha ang pangalan mo
Chiki? Tama ba?
Nakausap kita at ako’y tuwang tuwa
Biglang nasira ang diskarte
Kinausap tayo nang ating parents
At napaghiwalay
D ko nakuha ang number mo
Hanggang ngayon nagsisisi ako
Kasi d ko makalimutan ang itchura mo
Takip ang iyong mukha ng iyong mahabang buhok
Ang ngiti mo lang ang talagang nakita
Pero sa ilalim ng iyong ngiti may sikreto
Sikretong d ko na nalaman
Sayang talaga

bat ba ang topak ko, d ako mapakali sa kakaisip sayo, may mahal na nga akong iba, pero ewan ko ba...kelangan kita!!! sana'y muling makita!!! Sayang talga!!!

Unfaltering Rose

2004-09-27T12:41:09Z

A rose would not compare to my love
For a rose wilts after a short time
Cause my love will not last for days
But it will be everlasting
To the death of days
Cause there is no ocean wide enough
To separate my never darkened memory of you
The memory of your sweet gentle touch

Princessa

2004-09-26T11:57:57Z

INTRO

Nakaupo s'ya sa isang madilim na sulok
Ewan ko ba kung bakit sa libu-libong babaeng nandoon
Wala pang isang minuto
Nahulog na ang loob ko sa 'yo

Gusto ko sanang marinig ang tinig mo
Umasa na rin na sana'y mahawakan ko ang palad mo
Gusto ko sanang lumapit
Kung 'di lang sa lalaking kayakap mo

REFRAIN
Dalhin mo ako sa iyong palasyo
Maglakad tayo sa hardin ng 'yong kaharian
Wala man akong pag-aari
Pangako kong habambuhay kitang pagsisilbihan
O, aking prinsesa

CHORUS
Prinsesa, prinsesa, prinsesa

AD LIB

'Di ako maktulog, naisip ko ang ningning ng 'yong mata
Nasa isip kita buong umaga, buong magdamag
Sana'y parati kang tanaw
O, ang sakit isipin ito'y isang panaginip, panaginip lang

[Repeat REFRAIN]
[Repeat CHORUS]

AD LIB

[Repeat REFRAIN]
[Repeat CHORUS twice fading]

migueldq @ 2004-09-26T18:53:00

2004-09-26T10:56:28Z

Copy this and put all the things about you that are true in bold format

I've never been drunk

I've never smoked pot

I've never kissed a member of the opposite sex

I've never kissed a member of the same sex

I've never crashed a friend's car

I've never been to japan

I've never been to Europe <-malapit na

I've never ridden in a taxi

I've never been in love

I've never been dumped

I've never shoplifted

I've never been in a fight

I've never snuck out of my house

I've never pissed on myself

I've never been arrested

I've never made out with a stranger

I've never been on a blind date

I've never lied to a friend

I've never had a crush on a teacher

I've never skipped school

I've never thrown up in public

I've never purposely set a part of myself on fire

I've never eaten sushi

I've never been happy with myself

I've never met a movie star

I've never cheated in any test/exams

I've never confessed my feelings for anyone before

I've never run away from home

I've never been on a stage

I've never had my heart broken

I've never been on the dean's list

I've never colored, permed, hot oiled, salon treated my
hair.

I've never killed anyone.

I've never bungee jumped/rock climbed.

I've never completed reading the Bible.

I've never attempted to kill myself.

I've never dreamed to become the President of the
philippines, or any government official.

I've never seen a real kangaroo.

I've never written a [published] book.

I’ve never completed watching Meteor Garden.

I've never saved anyone's life.

I've never saved money above P1000.

I've never imagined my wedding day.